184. lets sail away

so im redecorating my room and making my own decor. here are some of the prints im gonna blow up and put on my wall. made by urs truly.

183. seriously

honestly, i wish i was more creative.

like really, I think that when i write

i am pretty creative, but alas i do not

know. Also, i cant draw to save my life

but i mean not everyone can be as

talented as lets say Picasso or Leonardo.

geez. While we are at it, i have come up

with some ideas to make my side of the room

awesome. Nautical theme for the win.

so so fun. I got an awesome jewelry holder

from the states and i am in LOVE with it.

i'll take a picture of it later. but for now,

i'm gonna post other blogs.

182. bright lights

so i havent blogged in a while cuz well i have nothing to blog about, yet again. BUT i'll fill you in on whats been happening in my neck of the woods. I have recently joined the worship team as u know from a couple post ago. Its SO fun. I love it. and hmmm other than that just the usual work hang church. Wildfire has been awesome in the past few weeks with an attendance of 104 last week. Thats pretty sweet. I've also found time to hang with people i dont normally hang with so thats been awesome.

Yesterday i went to the states and it was swell, I had a bunch of fun. went to ROSS and i picked up a dress to wear to Ricardo and Patricia's wedding this upcoming saturday. im pretty pumped for it. Also picked up some sweet clothes. Then went to the mall and target where everything was switched around cuz they're renovating or something, but they had some sweet stuff so i also bought stuff there. Starburst has Jelly beans people! right!? who would have thought. Its too bad im on a fast cuz man im dying to eat some. Then we went to "Mi Mexico" against my will. theres a story behind why i avoid it. let me recap. [went there when Chanel was still here and she dared me to leave my number to the server so i did and we lefft not thinking that he would text us back at all cuz well, why would he. Anyways he texted me and it was wierd. I never went there again since then and that was like last august.] anyways haha i was so paranoid that he'd pop up outta no where and recognize me, so i sat at the farthest end closest to the window and made sure that Yaisa sat beside me covering me just in case. It was intense. Turns out he wasnt working that day. phewww.... but yes after that we hit up cost cutters to pick up some Peace Tea for well Pauls Gabs Nicks Lens Eds and myself obvs. it was swell. OH and i also picked up some coconut water cuz apparently its really good for you. (not a very awesome flavor but well, it does the job)

yes, that is about all the excitement that i have had in the past few weeks.

181.Whose Hands?

A basketball in my hands is worth about $19.
A basketball in Michael Jordan’s hands is worth about $33 million.
It depends on whose hands it’s in.

A baseball in my hands is worth about $6.
A baseball in Mark McGuire’s hands is worth $19 million.
It depends on whose hands it’s in.

A tennis racket is useless in my hands.
A tennis racket in Venus Williams’ hands is a Wimbledon Championship.
It depends on whose hands it’s in.

A rod in my hands will keep away a wild animal.
A rod in Moses’ hands will part the mighty sea.
It depends on whose hands it’s in.

A sling shot in my hands is a kid’s toy.
A sling shot in David’s hand is a mighty weapon.
It depends on whose hands it’s in.

Two fish and five loaves of bread in my hands is a couple of fish sandwiches.
Two fish and five loaves of bread in God’s hands will feed thousands.
It depends on whose hands it’s in.

Nails in my hands might produce a birdhouse.
Nails in Jesus Christ’s hands will produce salvation for the entire world.
It depends on whose hands it’s in.

As you see now it depends whose hands it’s in. So put your concerns, your worries, your fears, your hopes, your dreams, your families and your relationships in God’s Hands because … it depends on Whose Hands it’s in.

180. Confidence is Key

so today i got up and ended up going to worship practice. For me singing is something i like to keep to myself. I know i am capable of singing but i know that there's always someone way better than I am. Sometimes I mess up the words, or i'm too flat or too sharp, but there's always room for improvement. Anyways, today ii got to chill with a bunch of sweet worshipers and it was sweet. I was a little nervous knowing that i would eventually have to sing in front of ppl, but i didnt know that that day was today. After about an hour and a half of practicing, we finally got together and played the songs as a team. It was sweet. THEN it was my turn to lead the song. i have never been more nervous in my life. it was scary but once i got over it, i was good. Ends up i did pretty well for my first time. AWESOME. it was a lot of fun.

179. I M SORRY

im sorry that i cant do the things u want me to. im sorry i cant be out late. sorry my mom cares too much sometimes. im sorry if it sucks for you that i cant hang. trust me it sucks for me too. Im sorry i cant afford to do all the things u want me too. Life's not fair. especially mine. now lets get over it and move on.