210. Journal entry

And once again here I am in this starbucks sitting on a couch this time, just pondering about what to write. I used to come here almost everyday and write about life, and now I just do it when I can. I feel happier here now but dont get me wrong, I still hate it and hate my job sometimes (who doesn't ?) but I'm getting used to it. It's pretty cool I guess. I like my new thinking spot and my pals. I like beig able to chill and not really do much but I obviously miss home. I miss my friends and my house and my job and my church. I miss my late night adventures and sleepovers. I miss my awesome thinking spot and I miss bringing people I love there and having the best heart to heart conversations in my favorite place. I miss my family and being able to be adventurous and just do random things. I miss my lg and wf and my fam jam adventures to castle fun park. I miss my boys and ya I basically just miss BC in general.

209. Something's never change. Some do.

That's cool I come down for a week and everything is dandy. I leave and things suck. Cool. I don't like this distant you and this distant me.

208.longing

So I decided a month or so ago that I was going to go to bc for the women's conference that was being held at my church. I didnt tell anyone except Taelor Alex Edmond and braeden. It was meant to be a surprise for my mom so I figured keeping it under wraps would be awesome. it was. I landed, got picked up by Taelor then went to grab some flowers and surprised my mom at work. She started balling it was awesome. Then slowly but surely word spread that I was in town and everyone texted me haha. It was sweet times. I got to spend my week there doing almost everything that I wanted to do. I got a pedicure with Taelor, went to castle fun park with my awesome 2nd fam jam went downtown with the best friends had an awesome afternoon with braeden driving around in literal circles until we decided what to do. We went to ikea and acted like it was our home haha then we had some Icecream and drove down to metro town then went in a sick photo booth and sucked at life while editing them haha then we made balloon animals and flowers and strolled to my thinking spot and had a sweet much needed chat. Twas an awesome day. I also went to whiterock with Becca and Edmond and Edwin and meaghan and josh. That was awesome. Went to a bonfire at sterlings place. Hit up baselines with the wf crew then chilled with braeden Matt Brendyn and nicky. Went to the conference which was awesome! Had combined life group. celebrated shantelles birthday. And on my last day I hung out with myself then had coffee with the awesome Jesse. Then got to chill with Johnny Matt Braeden and Jesse for a while. Then I had an awesome heart to heart with Jesse and braeden while deciding what to do with life. That was awesome. And ya overall it was an awesome week. I was about to make a rash decision to stay but I figured that if I called my boss she would not be impressed. So I decided that I would be coming back in about 85 days. So thats august. I'm super pumped to go home. I miss everyone and everything about bc. A LOT. So ya.
That was my epic adventure. :)