114. i know everything u dont want me to

113. future

so today while while reading Gabbis blog, music started to play and alas, the song playing was the one that i plan on walking down the aisle to when i get married. It made me smile like crazy. just the thought of literally my five best friends walking in front of me to this song is just the best feeling ever. my wedding is probably so far in the future but im excited for it.

112. cars

caught in the middle of a conversation with my brother and edmond. (2 of my favorite people in the world btw) its crazy how one thing can easily connect 2 people. in this case its edmond and christians love for cars. Im sitting here passing messages from both of them to eachother since well they dont actually know eachother so it would be weird if they added eachother to facebook. but alas being caught in the middle is kinda funny. i have no idea whats being said cuz i dont speak car but its just funny that my bro and one of my best friends can just connect and chat with eachother like they've known eachother for years.

oh man, i hope my brother comes down here so he can
meet edmond and be influenced by him.
that would be sweet.

111.joyous

today i had a lovely day. finally a day off where i felt like i accomplished something. First off i woke up and had a chat with one of my favorites, Alley Baron. it was awesome to even talk to her. Its been a long time, so it was nice to hear her voice. Then i decided to actually get up and dressed and went down to the mall to drop off "the boy in the striped pajamas" for Briana cuz shes been wanting to watch it. So i did that then i went to go buy some glasses cuz they seemed to be the thing to make my outfit. Then i went to starbucks cuz i had a coffee date planned with Jenna Liesch. I was there early so i waited for a table and then came on my laptop to start doing some homework cuz im taking English 12 again. this lasted for approx. 5 min, then Jenna showed up. after we talked with Letitia on skype for a while and she filled us in on life. Then Jenna and I got to talking about life and all its wonders. haha it was grand. I have def decided what my plan is.

Leave to spain for 3 months and volunteer in a church and start a youth ministry there. How sweet would that be! That would be soooo cool! and thats what im praying for.

but anyways im glad that my day went like this. it was swell. i loved it. now to actually do some work. so so sad.

110. 2 days

oh brother 2 days till Dec 1st. when i will officially be ok with listening to christmas music. Not sure if im looking forward to it though haha. oh and christmas shopping is a bust. ughh too much to do so little time.

109. security

mall security is super bad. not in a good way.

takes the dudes like 1408721085301 years to get to the location they are needed. epic fail.

108. Shaping our Destiny

so since i haven't blogged in ages, i figure i would blog now about well what seems to be important in my life. So a couple of weeks ago we had "shaping our destiny" which is where we as an individual writes down the things we are believing for in the next year. then we give and offering and pray as a group or with our families. This year i got to pray with my family and Monica who is like a sister to me, and then i had the amazing chance of praying with my best friends Gabbi and Nicky. There has def been a lot of things on our hearts to pray for so we went up and took forever. it was an amazing time though to hear what they were believeing for and even to pray for them individually was awesome. but anyways this card should be intimate and all, but im gonna share a few of mine with you.

and these are pretty much the things that mean the most to me.

1. Mike Kraan- that he is continuing to heal to his full capacity and that he is the same as before with an even bigger longing to find what God has in store for him
2.finances- I have big dreams and i need this to achieve them.
3.Chanel and Letitia- purpose for why they are where they are and jobs that continue to pay for their needs and vision.
4.family- TO BE RESTORED

there are way more but these ones are just some of the ones i want to share.

but anyways, what are u believing for in the next year? nothing it too small for God. Have faith, and put the work in.

"When we do all we can, he does what we cant."

-John Burns