100. thanks sam

about 10 min ago i discovered something new. My friend Sam's tumblr. this tumblr is filled with encouragement and challenges that i think i have been needing in the past few weeks.

these past few weeks, have been so busy for me, and i haven't had time for anything. Ive been thinking about work and why i hate it, and school and what i wanna do with my life, and i never just sit down and think "God, whats ur plan for me?" Recently i haven't even had that time with God, and im just so frustrated with myself. Yeah i go to church and all but its always about others and never about myself. My friends Dan posted something today about what you put before God and i got to thinking that everything in my life is before God at this point. And im just done with feeling frustrated about where i am in my walk with God. But anyways, reading Sam's blog brought a lot of realization to my life. Sam to me is someone i look up to not just cuz im short, but because he is an amazing follower of Jesus, and he is an example like no other. Typically when i think of someone i think "yeah they're cool" but i never think "wow they are such an encouragement." I feel as though this "blog" filled with these words was brought to my attention, because i needed to hear it.

its such an encouragement to have someone who is able to inspire you without actually knowing that they are inspiring you and let alone encouraging you.

so therefore, i wanna say Thank you Sam for showing me that my God is bigger than anything and that i should seek more of him and less of me.

runaway train;

life is too short to not be able to tell people how you feel, and way too short to hide your feelings. Trevor Lapierre died so young, and even though i personally didnt know him, i know he impacted my sister's life a lot. RIP Trevor.

i laughed so hard.

no regrets;just love.

so lately i have been thinking about life in general and all that jazz and i have come to this conclusion.

Life is too short to be wasting time doing things i dont wanna do. I want a job that i love, i want my friends and family to be happy and healthy, i want a relationship that lasts a long time, and i want my life to show others that

Jesus is real.

19 years ago.... (forgot to post this)

BAM!

i was brought into this world.

Today is my birthday.

And i cant seem to comprehend how i have become 19 already.

I feel ancient. But then again there are some peeps in this world who are like 99.

Im gonna enjoy my day with the people i love most in this world.

so, hello 19; lets have a good year.

Paul Squared's sixth sense.

And i think im not awkward.

Me- "So Paul, you know that one How i met your mother episode? wait nvm."

Paul-" No now u have to tell me"

Me-" fine u know the episode when Barney and Robyn are avoiding the talk."

AWKWARD SILENCE

Me- "Anyways....."

man i love awkward moments.